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hello. =) exams are quite over. tomorrow theres still science p1 and chinese. today's emath was horrible. amazed at how esy everyone thought it was after the papers. i know why la.. my own fault. i havent touched emath since like june. no practice. . naturally. .. .. . at the beginning o the paper, i already left so many blank. bah~ behind.. also like dabian. [try not to be so vulgar here elsewhere anymore] ['ve been thinking 4awhile, realised tt i forgot my purpose..]
hhaiiyoH anyways. oh i love my flute. hated it in sec one. i remember the reason i joined band.. was to get into percussions. but f***, i got the total total total opposite.. -flute- man, i thought it ws a common girl instrument. yea yea and then to make things worse, my senior amelia had to choose her oboe 'successor' and then just by random looking she choose me lah. tt time i like wan to cry already lah.
whoo, luckything mrwong say let me learn basics from the flute section first.. and dadada. [anyways. i don think i could start right from oboe. diaphragm, embouchure.. uh, may be easier but.. aiyah i dono la. i don bother thinking bout changing the past] i think he also know i not happy..?
Anyways.. learnt the flute. haha, i had a bad attitude.. always don feel like practicing and all. like to play but hate practicing. i hated reading scores.. i'd ask my seniors to play or sing or just at least gimmie the first note then i'd go on to figure out the rest. haha, it was okay at first then i grew older, going to se 2 already. then my sL say im going to be a senior soon too, i must also learn this that......... if not how to teach yur juniors?!!! ~aikying andtherest wah lao.. then forced to learn. haha, i can read but just slow at it.. still need some head start.. so hopeless!
so. mid sec 2, amelia was gone. kimberly had to choose the nest oboe guy. girl la. wah.. must go thru auditions. ueh. i got picked. may not just be because iwas the most intuned or i had the appropriate embouchure.. nooww im thinking maybe becuase i was too bad an influence to the section? hahaha nah~ mr wong just have his simple policy.. see who can ply then tt one lor.. hhah. he makes wise decisions. whatever la. learning the oboe.. torture. every band practice i ahd to sit OUTSIDE the music room or band store.. so dark so scary so hot. then me, alone on the either yellow oa red [no roller] chair cos im still a junior.wtf!yes, sometimes on the bench. one stand. one i recommend or ine yamaha advantage. wah lao. then after like 1 or 2 weeks kimberly left. uh hur, im sposed to go thru shit alone la. ahhhcryah.. and then i'd sit outside. try to get intune, go up and down Bb scale with to tuner. while they played songs insede.. damn.. and when they come out for break. "melissa you sound like baby crying . . " "uh, that's very cute!"
har har har. -_- for a few mhs you know. luckything sometimes yy come bank to teach. and tt was the WORST time in band... ppL ah. siao ah. tt may also never see me. never mark my attendence. but in actual fact i was almost always present !~
but outside.. kinda fun too. don have to listen to mrwong's lame jokes which he repeats over and over. [only secones will laugh . cos theyre new] yep. i tou lan.. lazy la. take frequent breaks, talk on the phone. and whatnot.. not alot la.. at tme i was still young. still scared.. so when i started joining the band again,, tis time wit an oboe.. quite hard. but dada.. u get the idea.. i fake my way thru.. in the beginning so soft nobody can hear!eveni also cannot hear! hahaah
oo then gradually you get the hang of it... u know how to control this that.. ur air ur mouth. haha. mrwong always say my tone is nice! haha. but i didnt have alot of confidence. =]
so in sec 3 .. my turn to choose sucessor.. then i choose alreay hor... i tought her the stuffs la.. but im not a good teacher in nature.. at least not for a long period o time.. i'd tell her to rest rest.. uh go toilet la... teach her to tou lan also.. hahha."daizhen. nobody can see you one la.. hahah"
h... wow. i typed so much on band! there was a period of time.. the "isolation" period, i din like band at all. i disliked it till the point of 'i cant even be bothered to hate it'... but haha. look at what im doing now.
i like my oboe now. my flute too. though im no way as good as the rest. but i sincerely wished that this music thing was not to be forced.. din like ppl telling me.. learn this.. nono, you mustMUST sit this way.. so damn rigid. those AREN"t called musicians..... i mean im defiantely not a good one la.. bu t yta.
okay, enough. byebye. i dont think anyone read till this far. whass the point. i dono!!
God, please, i want to work hard. i think i played enogh. time to focus. i pray the sparkalina will too. really . amen. love you.
haha, dear fiona. i like the face leh.. smaller face kay? =]
we were talking bout this --> '_' and '-'
haha wah. i have physics and ss prelims tomorrow, and here i am. haaiyoh my motivation? finish prelims and then go airport everyday to study!! =] hahheeeeheeh. *smile like siao*
esther say i shouldnt be here. going off!
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Saturday, September 16, 2006 01:24
whoa made a new friend today. ah acquaintance la. nice chap. goodnight
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Thursday, September 14, 2006 19:05
got bored studying chemistry. =] look thass a bike in the house. . . oo '_' i love honey . . .
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006 21:45
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Sunday, September 10, 2006 15:15
thankyoumyfriendsfor theBIGsurprise!
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Friday, September 08, 2006 00:37
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Thursday, September 07, 2006 23:55
ahh . . . honey. keeps me awake, makes me happy. =] cranberries too.. fruit and band. 've been "parking" meself at bk for almost everyday for the past week. siansian sian it's nice, chilling and relaxing in the mornin, but gets warm and stinky as it gets later.. but no choice ~still have to study.. ]= man, used to like home,, but cannot la! damn irritating noe! mom and dad - crazy. they talk to the dog. . . nonstop. "bubbles, why you staring at me like tt? lonely ah? eat your dinner! . . . don be naughty ah, why you so naughty, huh. climb on kor kor's bed! how many times have i told you not to . . . da da da." dear mom, please stop talking to the dog, he doesn't appreciate you! then my dad, when he comes back from work.. "bubbles, nah.. give the letter to mommy... go gogo! give mummy! ma-meeee! there give mameee!" uh huh, then my mom plays along... "good boy ..." like real la. in the end you still have to snatc it from his mouth or pick it up from the floor. haiyoh. he doesnt understand you at all! why dont you pass to me? i give for you? save all the trouble la. fuck
for goodnesssake. *** , do things don slam here slam there la. wipe plate also so violent. ***, you talk on the phone. go to your room and talk la. don talk so loud! and when you want to talk to ppL, DONT SHOUT ACROSS THE HALL!!! go to the person and talk nicely. =] ***, you watch tv, don on so loud can? cherly fox's voice like sai. and. . . STOP STOP STOP !!! STOP TALKING TO THE DOG!!!!!!!!!!
wah~ makes my stomach boil.. these 'little' things can drive you nuts.
man, really hope i can start staying home and study again. going airpot is really very tiring, and the stupid seat so uncomfortable.
monday morning, at the airport, while sippin on tea, i saw this faminl come by, prob grabbin sth before their flight. this innocent little girl, bout 3-4. in pajamas.. she goes.. "mommy i sit where?" her stupid idiotic brother says, "you don sit, you stand!" hope he get stomach ache on the plane. damn bloody mean to his sister la!
*ahhh~ feel terrible. terrible. haven felt like this in a long long time. or before. sigh weiqian, lets take a walk and when we come back, i'll cheer up!~ ~wishfool thinking~
