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2006-12-20T09:46:00.000+08:00

we set up our very own christmas tree yesterday!! it was so special! haha, and then it was late to the moment natasha arrived, gabriel and me left. it was raining so heavily. we wanted to take a cab but the queue was so long. so we decided to walk up ahead.. then to cut the long story short. we walk and walk. but no cab. walk somemore.. all wet la! then i tried calling a cab.. i din know the number. i just dialled 62225555. some one picked up and went, "hello, goodevening!" yes, it was the wrong number. should be 62215555 or sth like that. . .
i was all, "i want a taxi -" then the man over the phone said.. "sorry we not taxi!" ah, then finally got a cab la.

do go to levanwee.blogspot.com to see pictures!

im going to work now.... sigh, at tangs vivo.. oh how i dread this.

2006-12-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow! friday15december2006
morning shift. still have to
1. meet dad for dinner
2. celebrate the night

saturday16december2006
1. go to church
2. build christmas tree at leoneard's.
( i never decorate X'mas tree b4!!! exciting!!!)
3. go out with ah choo yee. . .

sunday17decenber2006
1.work ah . . .
but got. . .
2. cell
3. joik's church

2006-12-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

My scanner cannot on. . . i have no idea why.

i wrote a post but cant post it here, cos i cannot even on the scanner. . hai.
nevermind, nevermind. i'll post it when i can know how to on the scanner.

you know, yesterday was my last day at parkway! whee. today is the last day kiplong is having a wagon there. thank goodness im not working. or i'll have to pack stocks!! ahahha
and then yesterday after work. ate icecream! so cooool .. . 've been craving for that thing for so long.

so today im not working. gosh. just realised that all my recent post all revolve around work. nono.. gotta find time for friends. hmm.. today im meeting fiona later in the day to get tix! she's getting for sth.. im getting for.. duh ~ MUSE !!!
and then tomorrow joycelyn and dono who will me visiting me at taka while i work. then after my work at six plus. we'll go shopping!! she'll get X'mas gifts. i'll just see. cos i've gotten most of mine already!

what do i want for X'mas. for me, God has blessed me with these special ppL earlier this year. it's so enough for me already. i know we'll be friends for many many years to come. it's only been a few monthes but so much has happened.
God also has taught me many things this year. thru mistakes i've learnt . never to take adveantage of the trust ppL have in you. to always tresaure the ppL around you. . . and so much more.
most importantly, i ve grown so much closer to god. for the first time i understand what i sing to god, all thse pnw songs. from those which simply say "God is so good, God is so good. God is so good, is so good to me" to those like "u are magnificent, eternally wonderful glorious . . ." God has never stopped loving me, never forgotten or forsaken me. just like any dad, your love, regardless of my mistakes, will spoil me. despite letting u down time and time again, u forgive and let me have my way in certain things. just . . . amazing ...
haha, not to forget, God has blessed me with a nice job. with good colleagues and all.

so since god has blessed me so much, its only that i should, in turn, love these people and bless them as much as i can too! :-)

but for christmas, i dont mind Drake Bell's new album, It's Only TIme. hee hee. impossible la. it's new. the previous album, Telegraph, is from overseas somemore woh~. haha

time to bathe and go out!

Baby! gimmie a sign, give me a reason, make upp your mind..
DARLIN!!!!! only a foooll, couldnt see through us, kow what we dooo.. .. . . . . . . . . .

bye

2006-12-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

HHhaaaa hmmmmm . . .

im Working!!

at kipling.. [not pulling strings okay] we went for proper interview.
anyways i love working at taka!! so many friendly people. i knew jiayang and qingquan first. . then jamie, aunty violet, roger also nice. . still got ain, people from other department. all so friendly and helpful! :-) feel so blessed.

hai . . but i am supposed to run around. like here, katong isetan, vivo tangs. . etc.
today i worked at parkway isetan. don like it here. Although ppL here also veh friendly ah. but taka is better, more challenging, exciting! ahahehhaha ive been going to parkway since young. hence, no kick.

stood at the wagon for the whole day. felt so sick. vomitted the moment i got home..sigh, during lunce, i was alone. so i bought my alltimefavourite, BEANO to entertain myself!! i don like it there!! but no choice, i don make decisions. i will be there on sunday and monday still, then i'll be stationed at vivo tangs. '_'. die. so far.

heyhey. eah. next week i'll be at vivo, maybe can meet ling mei?? heheyyy!! yay!

but i still miss taka . . .

ohoh, im in love with ART-M. a bag fron kipling. color, CORAL. but i sold it away. . . how sad. i want!! ask my mom. heehhh. i also like another one. in MANDARin, sold the last one away too.. hah

man, i have a terrible headache!
shuuuiiii jjiaaaoooo leeeerrr!

tomorrow no work!!

i hope uncle roger will put me at taka after christmas. . .
please LOrd i pray.

night!

2006-11-23T10:45:00.000+08:00

this is probally one of the best band camps yet.

u arrive anytime you want, say four or five pm. and then you stand at the side of the music room,see the rest of the band suffer. shivering and having to listen to mr wong's lame jokes. yep, since 7 or 8am in the morning. u're thankful you've graduated.

time passes and soon it's night. no dinner for us. good thing, good thing. sick of Fatimah's. we have that almost for every band camp!!!

sec4s 5s, and alumni go out to have a meal at longjohn's. buy some chips, cereal and go back to school.

it's time for Lights Out. they sleep in classrooms, on the floors or the tables. it is dark, scary and stinky.

the exseniors chill and watch scarymovie3 and a bit of HSM in the music room. air-conditioned. great time.
two plus in the morning. everyone's a bit seh~ abit cranky.
board game monopoly. try to sleep.
so cold. Brr-rrr-r-r- '~'

next day, 5bx, make the band do buddah clap. ~evil~
breakfast for all. the band has another day of training and games and what not ahead. the exseniors go home, rest, and prepare for the Farewell party later on.

hahahahaahahah. tonight we are going to put all kinds of things on their faces while they sleep. chili, ketchup, toothpaste... anyone bringing flour??

=] but after band camp, it's chauch camp, folled by red camp, and then go malaysia. continuously, like back to back. leaving me not even a few hours break. so i have to start packing for 3 things.

yep, im off to watch WuSong and LinChong.. and panjing li... sth sth..
2nd time watching, but still interesting! :-)

see my bubbles

2006-11-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

no more exams.

2006-10-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

im at mac now. its so boring. BK at t1 i so empty. so i came all the way to T2's mac to get an apple pie. pie!

wei qian's blogging too. typing so fiercely at this lousy keyboard. haha.

my apple pie's getting cold. so, byebye one and all ! ! !

oh, the girl beside me. she's way freaky . . .

seeya

2006-10-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

H h h a a a ii i ii ... ... ...

As in a big sigh. big big sigh.
i wish i could sigh a sigh to push out all that miserablism.
i wish i could jump a jump and stomp a stomp such that all that AAAAGGRRHHH will just drop on the floor.

wei QIan your life's just begun. mine was over long ago.. boohoo. only now i realise. nah~ realised this the day everything stopped happening. but .. but... i just decieve myself...

haha. nah. it's not that bad right?

man, everyone has THEIR own life. i m just a passerby. =) --> =] --> '_' --> '-'

well yea. i need ttondsbvhjdav j;kvak i need to go

2006-10-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

Bio practical today.
sigh. quite terrible i think.
doh wanna talk about it!

oo, so there's nothing to blog about..

Patches, oh what can i do
i swear i'll always love you
but a girl from this place
would just bring me disgrace
so my folks wont let me love you

dang.... dang... dang dang dang dang dang...

dang dang dang dang dang....... dang daaaaang...

haha~

nite!

2006-10-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

Exhausted. stoned. cranky. '_' .

havent slept in 44 plus hours. not the worst but this time i feel gong already.

today go snakeweeds, lerp say bring flute. i was a bit shy at first =] hee. then play lor.
i feel so bad. always giving leonard a bad impression. whenever i see him im in a lousy mood. ahhh.

am so blessed. i have a nice home. average, but all is good for me already. sometimes i forget how fortunate i am. and then i hurt others.
sincerely want to thank god for understanding parents this exam period. thank you for keeping their cool every now w and then. hahhak..

pray tt i'll really work hard! really go try ym best. i feel like im like young mrs chen. always giving my parents the impression that i am studying when im actually. ._ - --.__ ..?? dono doing what!

cannot abuse trust anymore. =]
im dead beat ..... .. . ......

2006-10-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

2006-10-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

i got my prelim results back this week. unhappy me. think R5 i got like 22. haha.cannot go anywhere. '-'
im only glad that my ss improve thank you shi ping =]

overall, still unaffected by prelim results, rather, by other stuff. combination of 3-4 issues, one after another, sometimes coming back even after i thought it's solved.
anyhow, i know its to test what kind of a person i actually am. praise god.

things are getting busy again. just as prelims are over, homework is starting to tower sky-high.
but that ain't gonna stop me from having my fun!

time is running out -muse
seriously. cant believe i actually went thru prelims. that word sounds so .. old. hahaa. just another month to olevels. and then i can have my fun.

after Os,
1. rest and play and laugh it all off
2. 2-3 dec go malaysia to see elsa perform! cant wait for bus ride! ( uh, bus ride? )
3. work! hopefully at partycity
4. in the mean time see if can learn a thing o two from fiona's brother
5. some class
6.save and shop for bday and xmas gifts!!!
7. go thailand. (hopefully it'll be peaceful by then)
~ then can buy all the junkmin the world! nala, buy clothes, clothes and more clothes!
~ eat at the roadside! love that, love that.. see if got elephant walk by, then can feed hahahwa!
8. see MUSE live! if they do come. LERP must TRY AND HELP me, Okay?
9. go around attendindg all the poly openhouses.
10. LUB dub LUB dub . . . collect results . . .

aiyah meL, one step at a time, don think so far. get throught your olevels first.

seriously, i cant wait. when i grow up, i want t travel the world. hhaa, not hard core like the steve me and fiona met at the airport .. at like what past midnight? thass not the point. i want to go to Eupore! UK! get lost! and dada.. and then fall in love . haha.

k, goodnight.

2006-10-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

i seriously feel like offing you

2006-09-28T19:19:00.000+08:00

how come this blogger thing like spoil one ah?

2006-09-28T18:03:00.001+08:00

hello. =)
exams are quite over. tomorrow theres still science p1 and chinese.
today's emath was horrible. amazed at how esy everyone thought it was after the papers.
i know why la.. my own fault.
i havent touched emath since like june.
no practice. . naturally. .. .. .
at the beginning o the paper, i already left so many blank. bah~
behind.. also like dabian. [try not to be so vulgar here elsewhere anymore] ['ve been thinking 4awhile, realised tt i forgot my purpose..]

hhaiiyoH
anyways. oh i love my flute.
hated it in sec one. i remember the reason i joined band.. was to get into percussions. but f***, i got the total total total opposite.. -flute-
man, i thought it ws a common girl instrument.
yea yea and then to make things worse, my senior amelia had to choose her oboe 'successor'
and then just by random looking she choose me lah.
tt time i like wan to cry already lah.

whoo, luckything mrwong say let me learn basics from the flute section first.. and dadada.
[anyways. i don think i could start right from oboe. diaphragm, embouchure.. uh, may be easier but.. aiyah i dono la. i don bother thinking bout changing the past]
i think he also know i not happy..?

Anyways.. learnt the flute. haha, i had a bad attitude.. always don feel like practicing and all. like to play but hate practicing. i hated reading scores.. i'd ask my seniors to play or sing or just at least gimmie the first note then i'd go on to figure out the rest. haha, it was okay at first then i grew older, going to se 2 already. then my sL say im going to be a senior soon too, i must also learn this that......... if not how to teach yur juniors?!!! ~aikying andtherest
wah lao.. then forced to learn. haha, i can read but just slow at it.. still need some head start..
so hopeless!

so. mid sec 2, amelia was gone. kimberly had to choose the nest oboe guy. girl la.
wah.. must go thru auditions. ueh. i got picked.
may not just be because iwas the most intuned or i had the appropriate embouchure.. nooww im thinking maybe becuase i was too bad an influence to the section? hahaha nah~ mr wong just have his simple policy.. see who can ply then tt one lor.. hhah. he makes wise decisions.
whatever la. learning the oboe.. torture.
every band practice i ahd to sit OUTSIDE the music room or band store.. so dark so scary so hot. then me, alone on the either yellow oa red [no roller] chair cos im still a junior.wtf!yes, sometimes on the bench. one stand. one i recommend or ine yamaha advantage.
wah lao. then after like 1 or 2 weeks kimberly left.
uh hur, im sposed to go thru shit alone la. ahhhcryah.. and then i'd sit outside. try to get intune, go up and down Bb scale with to tuner. while they played songs insede.. damn.. and when they come out for break. "melissa you sound like baby crying . . " "uh, that's very cute!"

har har har. -_- for a few mhs you know. luckything sometimes yy come bank to teach. and tt was the WORST time in band... ppL ah. siao ah. tt may also never see me. never mark my attendence. but in actual fact i was almost always present !~

but outside.. kinda fun too. don have to listen to mrwong's lame jokes which he repeats over and over. [only secones will laugh . cos theyre new]
yep. i tou lan.. lazy la. take frequent breaks, talk on the phone. and whatnot.. not alot la.. at tme i was still young. still scared..
so when i started joining the band again,, tis time wit an oboe.. quite hard. but dada.. u get the idea.. i fake my way thru.. in the beginning so soft nobody can hear!eveni also cannot hear! hahaah

oo then gradually you get the hang of it... u know how to control this that.. ur air ur mouth.
haha. mrwong always say my tone is nice! haha.
but i didnt have alot of confidence. =]

so in sec 3 .. my turn to choose sucessor.. then i choose alreay hor... i tought her the stuffs la.. but im not a good teacher in nature.. at least not for a long period o time.. i'd tell her to rest rest.. uh go toilet la... teach her to tou lan also.. hahha."daizhen. nobody can see you one la.. hahah"

h... wow. i typed so much on band!
there was a period of time.. the "isolation" period, i din like band at all. i disliked it till the point of 'i cant even be bothered to hate it'... but haha. look at what im doing now.

i like my oboe now. my flute too. though im no way as good as the rest. but i sincerely wished that this music thing was not to be forced.. din like ppl telling me.. learn this.. nono, you mustMUST sit this way.. so damn rigid. those AREN"t called musicians..... i mean im defiantely not a good one la.. bu t yta.

okay, enough. byebye. i dont think anyone read till this far. whass the point. i dono!!

God, please, i want to work hard. i think i played enogh. time to focus. i pray the sparkalina will too. really . amen.
love you.

2006-09-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

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2006-09-25T16:11:00.000+08:00

Dead meat me
heres matt . . .

2006-09-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

haha, dear fiona. i like the face leh.. smaller face kay? =]

we were talking bout this --> '_' and '-'

haha wah. i have physics and ss prelims tomorrow, and here i am. haaiyoh
my motivation? finish prelims and then go airport everyday to study!! =] hahheeeeheeh. *smile like siao*

esther say i shouldnt be here. going off!

lemontree

2006-09-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

whoa
made a new friend today. ah acquaintance la.
nice chap.
goodnight

2006-09-14T19:05:00.000+08:00

got bored studying chemistry.
=]
look thass a bike in the house. . .
oo '_'
i love honey . . .

2006-09-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

2006-09-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

thank you my friends for the BIG surprise!

2006-09-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

xfgndfng

2006-09-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

ahh . . . honey.
keeps me awake, makes me happy. =]
cranberries too.. fruit and band.
've been "parking" meself at bk for almost everyday for the past week.
sian sian sian
it's nice, chilling and relaxing in the mornin, but gets warm and stinky as it gets later..
but no choice ~still have to study.. ]=
man, used to like home,, but cannot la!
damn irritating noe!
mom and dad - crazy.
they talk to the dog. . . nonstop.
"bubbles, why you staring at me like tt? lonely ah? eat your dinner! . . . don be naughty ah, why you so naughty, huh. climb on kor kor's bed! how many times have i told you not to . . . da da da."
dear mom, please stop talking to the dog, he doesn't appreciate you!
then my dad, when he comes back from work..
"bubbles, nah.. give the letter to mommy... go gogo! give mummy! ma-meeee! there give mameee!"
uh huh, then my mom plays along... "good boy ..." like real la. in the end you still have to snatc it from his mouth or pick it up from the floor.
haiyoh. he doesnt understand you at all! why dont you pass to me? i give for you? save all the trouble la. fuck

for goodnesssake. *** , do things don slam here slam there la. wipe plate also so violent. ***, you talk on the phone. go to your room and talk la. don talk so loud! and when you want to talk to ppL, DONT SHOUT ACROSS THE HALL!!! go to the person and talk nicely. =]
***, you watch tv, don on so loud can? cherly fox's voice like sai.
and. . . STOP STOP STOP !!! STOP TALKING TO THE DOG!!!!!!!!!!

wah~ makes my stomach boil.. these 'little' things can drive you nuts.

man, really hope i can start staying home and study again. going airpot is really very tiring, and the stupid seat so uncomfortable.

monday morning, at the airport, while sippin on tea, i saw this faminl come by, prob grabbin sth before their flight. this innocent little girl, bout 3-4. in pajamas.. she goes.. "mommy i sit where?" her stupid idiotic brother says, "you don sit, you stand!" hope he get stomach ache on the plane. damn bloody mean to his sister la!

*ahhh~ feel terrible. terrible. haven felt like this in a long long time. or before. sigh
weiqian, lets take a walk and when we come back, i'll cheer up!~
~wishfool thinking~

okay goodbye, seeyou at T1 tomorrow. =]

goodnight, one and all!

2006-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

i feel like i would like to be somewhere else doing sonething that matters. And i'll admit here while i sit here my mind wastes away and doubts start to gather. whass the purpose? it feels worthless. so unwanted like i lost all my value. i can't find it , not in the least bit. and im just scared, so scared that i'll fail you.

and sometimes i think tt im not any good at all. and sometimes i wonder why, why im even here at all. but then you assure me

i'm a little more than useless. and when i think tt i can't do this, YOu promise me that i'll get thru this, And do something right, do dth right for once.

so if i say i csan't do domething significant I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted. And nthtrivial, That life could give me will, Measure up to what might have replaced it. Too late look. My date book. is packed full of days that were empty and now gone. and i bet that regret will prove to get me to improve in the long run.

i'm a little mor etan useless , and when i think that i cant get through this. you promise me tt i'll get through this and do sth right ... do sth right for once... yeadsjvksdv . im a lil more than useless, and i never knew i knew thiswas gonna be the day gonna be the day tt i would do sth right.. do dth right for once! :)

i noticed i know this week is a symbol of how i use my time. Resent it. i spent it. convincing myself that the world's doing just fine. without me. doing anything of any consequence. without me. showing any sign of ever making any sense. of my time, it's my life. ANd my right.. to use it like i should. like he would FOr the good. Of everything that i would ever know.............

relient K

2006-08-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

helo there.
oo i think i just realised tt my prelims are very very near. is it too late? hahha sigh
biotest yesterday (is it?) i totally din study. promised myself to at the very least read thru. but still i didnt. am i too complacent?seriously i really do hope i'll fail my biotest. foronce. for once and i think i will wake up. the previous test, same mindset. to do badly delibrately and then go all out on the next on (which is the last one i had). but haha. i got 35/50. tho is was my lowest these past 2 years. i was actually one of the top in class for that test. [not braggin or anything kay? ] :) so anyways mixed feelings. glad that i did well compared to everyone. . . confused why i still got 35. . . upset that i let myself pass.. should have let myself fail and then perhaps i'd wake up. whattodo . . .

wow amazing how melissa can write so much just on biotests. :) first time i am writing in paragraphs, in sentences. in full.
but people. . . ain't it a bit hard to read?

k so tomorrow there'll be a chalet. iylia's. will be going. seriously tell myself.. "melissa, last one okay?" after this no more. hopefooly i'll [quoting mrs ling] see the light and buck up. yes, last one. okay maybe occasional lunchs or dinners to destress. but yea.. work hard for three months and melissa will be free! like a bird! haha. no.
after O's im going to work!
earn money to go see muse in UK remember? =]

what an ambition.

seems easy. "it's juat 3 months!" but u dono how tiring it is to sit at the dining table the whole day... bio bio bio hist hist hist.. this this that that. no one knows la. sit until u feel sick. till ur butt hurts and u have to stand on the chair to keep urself awake. it's no fun. u sit there. get fat. no time for gym. . . no time for this that. sigh.

pray dear Lord that YOu will bring me and my dear CLassmates thru this..
BAH~ cheezy.

i have one special friend. i guess i didnt take time to understand her. never knew how much she suffers. and how lucky i am. all i can do is to pray for my dear friend that she will take care of her health and be able to cope with her studies. i love you.

wow, thass a lot.

2006-08-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

i cannot find my pencil case! and the blue booklet!
must find or else weiqian will be angry with me tomorrow! hahah

nah. she wunt! she'll love me like crazy.
nah. she lovess her H.O.T
her TheBest has arrived!
she'ss get it tomorrow.
hopefoolly i'll remember to bring it lah. =]

2006-08-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

nobody goes. but i just wanna say to my friends, 'iloveyaall.'

2006-08-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

fireworks. . .
never so upclose before.
seen twice tho, last year was stupid. with band ppL, cannot see anything at all. -_-
p5, i din pay attention to such stuff. hahar.
now you realise theyre really really pretty.

~im coughing now. really.. not phlegm or wad. think its the smoke.. seriously its very hurting to see them smoke la.. what can i do. '-'.~

anyways. i left early! if not tmr cannot stay. hahahar.
so damn cowded. i closed my eyes and just followed .the crowd. hai.. reached home. but sat at the playgroung. time was round 1030..
listen to muse. heehee.

i really want ot see fireworks..

i love stars.!!!.
stars and fireworks. =)
makes me go soft in the kneez...

ok. i thinkthis time i will change side. know what i mean? if u dono or now then u know. then u veh stupid lor. simple. haha~

heres what ive been thinkng.okok.
i tell u all my plans

after Os. im gonna sit downstairs. walk aorund downstairs.. anywhere la. till morn . the whole nite la!
then in the morn.. take a walk to school .. see damaians scurrying.. and think back heeheehee.
then then. ya basically look around. observe whass around u properly, without stress.
i want ot find that place in my dreams. that city street at nite. such a special place noe.? very. . . dono la [i will remember tt dream.. i don awlays remember dreams one.]
then then. im going to work! really. i want to work. yar.
then i dono! im going to be happy!

then my wish. .
my dream is to study in the UK. haha
heres my big nonsence dream. to go poly. do bio stuff. then go U. but i don wan singapore u. i wan overseas. in this case UK. cos singapore u must have attatchment at singapore hospital. go overseas come back then no need. i choose!! heh

got this leraine ah. she tell me her couisin go uk study medcine ah. 280 000 bucks lor.
siao.
so all i can do is dream.
happy dreaming lor, meL...
but i want UK!!!
i wan to study there! fall in love there! hahah..
and see MUSE there!!!!!
yay.
choi la. but maybe i study doctors stuff hor. then matt bellamy old liao then i see him on the streets then he heart attack. then I WILL SAVE HIM!!!!
haha na
h~
nah
nah
CHOUI AHH!!!

ok.. so long. feeloing stupid right now.
byebye!

'-'

i love SAMANTHA
FIONA!!!!!
=]and JOIK!!!
and NATASHa. and gab and lerp and iylia.. aiya lazy to do it colorfool la.
and kim sham carm [haha] and everyone.
nite!

2006-08-06T12:57:00.000+08:00

i am under a lamppost on a bench
playgroung has hopscotch redtubeslide swings and qiaoqiaoban
all the blocks you can see. lights go out one by one. they are going to rest for the day.
0147. cool nightbreeze. two bats. song- sing for absolution.

should start doing this. calms u down.

fug. got shadow. oh. just the guard.
"resident here miss?"
~duh??~
"yea, sir. block 19"

mom sms. . . don stay too late. hungry ghost month.
aiyoh. you don tell me i also dono lar.
just want some peace! sms here, there. i cant be bothered to reply.

song-falling away with you
~who. . . ?

=]

2006-08-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

whass the point of this?!!

that's me in the corner says:
but dont link tt one
that's me in the corner says:
no pt
that's me in the corner says:
hahaha
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
okok
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
i no where to tag so i tag at my one=]
that's me in the corner says:
which?
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
blogspoy
that's me in the corner says:
both my blogs no tagboard, only leave comment
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
but ur tt pic no me]=
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
ok
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
its ok
that's me in the corner says:
coz u not there
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
sniff
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
yea
that's me in the corner says:
u went home mah
that's me in the corner says:
but i think u didnt go oso good
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
can i be a gem too
that's me in the corner says:
coz we went home late tt day
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
why?!
that's me in the corner says:
nat didnt even go sch the next day
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
oh
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
ya
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
can i be ur gem too'?
that's me in the corner says:
u already are wat
that's me in the corner says:
it doesnt refer to just that pic
that's me in the corner says:
its just that i happen to have that pic
that's me in the corner says:
my LJ one has pic with u
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
i love u!
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
really?
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
of cos!
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
i just went there!
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
siao... "really?"
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
haha
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
sorry sory
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
ive bveen he holew day today
that's me in the corner says:
are u talking to yourself?
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
cranky already
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
kinda

that's me in the corner says:
...
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
. . .
that's me in the corner says:
ive been home the whole day too
that's me in the corner says:
i dun see myself being cranky
x ) i give you .... KONG !!!!! says:
mmhmm

2006-08-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

im doing all the wrong things wrong time

doing anything except studying. haha sigh. . .
die die die.

anyways.
after Os. im gonna WORK!
work work work. pay them back!!
fuckin pay them back!
i want a Manson. dream on

hahahaha.
heard tt kimmy held nat's hand to cross the road!!!
hahah.
just cos we say he look like korean doesn't mean tt he's in a korean drama!
wahahaha.

quite lame la.
everything! everybody.. EVERYTHING is funnily silly.
stuff overhere overthere. stuff with huda. stuff u can observe.
well, just enjoy the chase.

i can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness elude
maybe i just misunderstood. . .

** anyone watched this?
i saw it twice. drake bell mah.. haha..
thought makes my stomach flip. don say already!!
<--'

good night

2006-08-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

AHHH.. august.

havenotposted in awhile
because i din have an archive and a nwe post would mean one old post gone.
now i do tho.
thnaks esther!

past few days..
met new friends..carmen .[not tt new].kim, sham[newer]

. seriously in love with muse
haha. struff tt i used to just love, now i love dearly.
haha. like the song fallingawaywithyou
like mattbellamy like muse
like stars like sleeping [wth] [shall stop using wtf]
like friends. like friends. like friends.

ok byebye.
heres another eyecandy =]

aiyoh hahha. fiona just smsed me some details.. asking me to forward to nat..
yea i forwarded..
got a reply. from fiona. :TELL NAT LA! WHY YOU FORWARD TO ME? HAHAHA!

shes so irritated with me.. hai

2006-07-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

ilovemuse
thanks levan for that song =]
not cheezy.

today tried to study.
after, walk walked at marina and esp.
took photos.
multiply. go see.

i love muse

eating hard rice. poorthingme

matt bellamy
<--'

nite to one and all

2006-07-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

No. . .
its going to rain. im alone at home.. =[
the house so dark already la.

just now, tried to catch my show again. [i missed th e last episode yesterday.]
yes. yes i was watching it. but fell asleep.
missed the ending!

gosh. wind s so strong.. making cloths sway. making weird sounds.
it's five thirty but so dark.

shit shit shit.

2006-07-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

Oh no.
i just realised i broke a mirror. so creepy.
i don't remember smashing it or anything. . .
nice crak. the typical creepy long crack..
eeyer.

hand hurts.
've been slappin hands since sunday. [lev slaps seriously]
right hand.:blodclot dot dot dot
left hand.:needle poke sensation under running water.

just realised tt i scraped my left midd finger. whatthefuck
no-skin area (triangle) : 1/2 base height
= 1/2 X 2mm X 5mm
=5mm ^2

am i going to have bad luck for seven years?
i don wan. . .

<-- i love Drake Bell =]

2006-07-24T14:40:00.000+08:00

never knew guava so hard to cut. the sharp fruit knife blade almost snapped. so i had to use cai dao. still felt like i was tryn'na split a rock. anyways end product--> ugly chunks.
mrs ling say to build up immune syst. must eat like 2-3 oranges a day [siao]. if not, 1 guava. so thass my lunch today, together with some chips.

i going to finish the buddah book. soon. going too. i started last year tho. then grew sian. then i had no book for sr. [i don really keep books. hate the smell ] so i picked up the buddah book again.

i like his writing style. abraham rodriguez.

weiqian asks me to go off. . .
so im going off.

you see ah...

baby --> '-'

adult-->'_'

* what a dull entry

2006-07-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

swimming just now.
stupid guard. . . think we were smoking.
'_' heee
go homee.
tomorrow got school. . .

2006-07-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday
yohohoho. ok lah. fun lah.
'_'
i found a senior. from damai too! nine yrs my senior! ben~

yya, i go with huda.
haven seen her for so long.

home late.
dad sleepin
mom dint say a word.
bath
mom: nth to tell me?
[i shake head]
mom: rana rana rana rana rana rana rana

haiyoh~

today
meet huda.
i late
esp library
met fatmah!
hot
tried to study.
fail
left place. shop at fareast

on the way to see TLT, donated money. goit the landyard badge and. . . and . . .
balloons!
helium!

hahaa i sucked and got high the whole way to heeren.

saw them play.

said hi, bye

eat at longjohn

i don wan type already. bloggin ~not my thing

anyway. talk talk go home.

spicy otah

goodnight!

hellthy lifestyle tomorrow!

2006-07-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

hayhay yay! =]
everything's done up.
tagboard and what not.

i ain't happy, i'm feeling glad
i got sunshine, in a bag
i'm useless, but not for long
the future is comin on
is comin on
is comin on
is comin on

aiyah. tonite go out.
tomor go sentosa see cousin do sth
[dono do wad la. drive btween cones and what not]
sunday go fly kite ah

so much homework ah!
better go chongliang do work and whatnot now ah!

stupid ah.
i live on the 15th floor. the ppL downstairs spray the mosquito gas
i oso can smell la!

<-- you see? i drew that!
so ctue haha

bye

2006-07-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

hello.
from school today.
chem test.
one of my answers.
HCl + marble chips --> marble Cl + H2
so funny.

oh yes. thank god for darlie hydro mint.
sounds scary.
mint haters: this toothpaste from darlie ain't that bad.
really.

hope i can cancle tuition.
.
.
.
done =]

off to magic show!

2006-07-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

today i forgot my keys. again.
wait outside my door like a miracle would happen.
fool.
call brother. busy at lesson.
call mom. grammie's number.
arranged. . .
meet sometime later. collect keys.
she passed keys, candy, Lunch!
[not that i din have lunch] =]
nice fish, rice and veggie.
safe veggie.
i hope.
small bone in my throat.
sigh.
weiqian and me same skin. so im changing.
[ its called fate ] heee =]
thjey say must have post b4 anything else happens.
stupid.
so here i am.
here i go! . . .

good day one and all '_'